carver and rogue!hawke wrestling as kids, carver stronger but hawke faster — and bethany watching from the sidelines, scared to join in, scared of hurting them or of being hurt herself
she feels a heavy hand on her shoulder, and her father’s voice rumbles behind her. “it’s more a curse than the magic itself,” he tells her. “so strong and so weak all at once.”
"how do you manage?"
"you learn, sunshine," he tells her. "you learn."